If you ask me, why you are not yet happy?
If you ask me, why you are so unsettled because of someone else?
In my heart I feel uncomfortable.
My mood can easily rise and fall.
If I say I am, because of you,
I cry quietly, uncontrollably.
How would it make two people gradually separate?
Even when I try my hardest, the feeling is still lost.
All that I have now cannot replace my happiness now.
Only I can live through this feeling of loneliness again.

* It is all my joy to make you happy.
Today, sweet memories only come back in the wind.
Or is it that you hate me, for loving to dream and to chase after it?
Day and night I get neglected.
Actually you and I know, and should be aware of
my whole life I am looking for my true feelings.

It is you that I feel controls all my (happiness) pain,and joy.
Someone said that when people are happy they should make the most of it.
You gradually leave. It feels like I have an empty soul.
The cries in my heart are burried within the corners of the night.
And everytime I think of you,
I suddenly, at that moment feel alone.

Repeat*

It is all my joy to make you happy.
Today, sweet memories only come back in the wind.
Or is it that you hate me, for loving to dream and to chase after it?
Tiredly, I love wandering in the rain,
just standing there watching the rain fall.
Along with me is this cold feeling,
unhappy, but you do not notice.

Created by Janice Lo
May 17, 1997